In love with 2 girls???

well im 14 and theres this girl that i started to lyk in the beginning of the year and i love her to death i really do i always think about her and she loves me alot too!!! but then in the middle of the year i started to lyk this one girl and we flirted and talked for awhile and i really lyk her shes everything that the other girl isnt she holds my hand she waits for me after cl and i walk with her to cl and eat lunch with her everyday i think i love her but im trying to decide which one i want for sure now i mean if i choose one i lose the other forever and it makes it even harder bec. the girl that ive ben in love with since the beginning of the years says she wants me and only me and she wants to marry me and all and i want the exact same thing i mean were perfect together but i dont kno who to choose can someone please help me???